Dilu's Diary

“Don’t compare yourself with anybody in this world”, said by somebody. Giving happiness to others (all living beings) and borrowing suffering from others is my philosophy. From the early days, I have been wondering seeing the environment around. I asked many people about it but I could not find the right answers that I actually want. No one want to suffer, everyone want happiness in their lives. Human beings always want to live comfortably. Everyone wants to enjoy their life because no one has guarantee of their lives. We may be here now but we may not be here tomorrow. As a girl, what I think is; gods have sent me in this world so that I can serve the people and make them understand about the living and our value as human beings. I feel I have interconnected with the nature around me. Whenever I see someone suffering, my heart starts paining and I suffer with them but the thing is like I don’t know how to express it. Friends might see and point me as a wrong perso...

During   my school days,I heard like,college is a place where we get lots of freedom and enjoyment. For me the word, ”COLLEGE” sounds so sweet and melodious. Heard eveyone want to be in college and enjoy themselves. When I was in primary school, I used to dream myself becoming a teacher and sharing my experiences to my dear students. After reaching middle school, I dream of becoming doctor and saving life of poor people. My dream all vanished away aftering giving examination of class ten. When I was in high school, I dreamt myself going college with many new friends. Finally, my dream was coming real. When I first reached sherubtse, I was really confuse knowing nothing,I did not know where to go because my name was reflected in one of the boys hostel. Luckily,my friends helped me. Everything seems really different and new which I have never seen before but one thing,”I WAS NEVER INFLUENCED”. I could see people talking in different languages which was really hard for me. Group...

I am big friend of zeetv; I usually watch all the serials of zeetv whenever I am free. It was first time going in TV room after coming to Sherubtse College just to watch serials, I found many other girls watching movies, so I quietly returned to my room. I opened my laptop and played a game and by the time it was already 12:06. I log off my laptop and went to sleep. It was such a difficult time for me to close my eyes. I tried allots to fall asleep but couldn’t. I was lying on my bed but my mind was just roaming, thinking of unusual things that I have never thought of. Suddenly I was at my home with my ama and papa. I could hardly believe myself reaching in Denchukha all of a sudden. I came out of my home and saw the sky filled with beautiful clouds. I noticed that, blue sky was covered with white clouds and some of the sky was covered with different colours of cloud which I have never seen before. I could see the steps made of clouds, starting with bigger one and ended wit...

 1.    Who am I? The questions that always lingered inside me have been answered 50% by now. This question particularly have been little difficult for me to answer but I have my own answers that I think is best suits. This question helps us to know ourselves and our responsibilities as human beings. The answers to this particular question are that, I am daughter of a simple farmer that lives in a remote place. The second answer is that, I am Dil Kumari Rai studying at Sherubtse College with a philosophy, “Let Me Give My Happiness to All the Living Beings (Others) and let me Borrow Their Sufferings”, but I am not me. It’s not my body but inner self.   I can say that, I am a girl with positive attitude, love to stay in a silent place, live for others and pray silently (interconnected). 2.    Why am I here? As a citizen, as a daughter, as a sister, as a relative, as a neighbour, as a friend and among all as a GIRL, I know who I am and my responsibili...

Dilu rai's blog: Importance of morning assembly : Morning assembly is an important part of our life, because we start our day from morning assembly. During our assembly, we call up or re...

Morning assembly is an important part of our life, because we start our day from morning assembly. During our assembly, we call up or remember our king, country and people…..we wish for our country’s peace….this is because if there is no peace than there won’t be development. We should always remember our king, because king has been special and more concerned about the peace and prosperity of the people and also youths. We remember our country, because it protects us and save us from evil, enjoying one of the most peaceful times. We too remember our people, because if you want to be a good human being then you should have positive attitude and that includes; good with your friends, good with your relatives, good with your neighbors’ and above all you must try to be best with your parents. Think how you can be the best daughter or sons of your parents… Our best thought should be to king to protect people for future peace. Our spiritual way is to pray and it’s a part of o...

Every day we experience something new, unknown and unseen which we never thought about it. The thing that we come across becomes a part of experience in our life. The celebration of Krishna Janmashtami on 28 th of August 2013, that was celebrated at Hindu Mandir, near Sherubtse College, Kanglung, has left a print in my heart. The programme was held jointly by the public and college students. For the couple of days, I was eagerly waiting for the celebration of Krishna Janmashtami (Birth Anniversary of Lord Krishna) as I am interested in such things. The programme started at 8am with few students and the public in and around of the campus. Mr. Madeo Prasad Kafley was the main person involved to perform puja (ritual), while others were busy in the preparation of the programme. Everyone was busy with their own works. As evening took its lead, the guests start arriving and immediately the small gathering turned into a mass. Having served them with tea and Prasad, the vhajan...

People of Dantak celebrated the mahashivatri   pooja in Dantak mandir near college,kanglung on 27 th of February. Shivatri is celebrated in 11 th month of hindu calendar in 14 th day. It is one of the most celebrated festivals in hindu. It it usually celebrated at night because shivji has taken humans beings from darkness,he has given light to haman beings. Shivji is also known as Ruthra. It is belived that,after the celebration of mahashivratri,the green grass grows or everything turns into green…means dry season is over when sahivatri is celebrated. “I am really happy and proud to celebrate the maha shivratri,I even stayed fasting for   the whole day” said one of the person in Dantak. Shivji stays at the top of the mountain (kailash) and at the top of all the gods,this is because he has super natural power and that is why shivji is also known as Mahadev. People basically offer white items because he loves white things. Pe...

My poor parents were always after the head master, just to admit me to the school. I could still remember going school with my ama and sometimes with my papa just to admit me in school. I used to be the happiest person to go school although I was little girl. I could see my friends laughing and playing with their friends. I wish the same of them but unfortunatly or fortunately,I was always rejected from the school. I used to cry going in one of the corner of my little house where no one can see,even I used to pray and beg all the photos of gods that were pasted in the wall of my little home. Sometimes, I used to blame gods because I was fateup rejection. Finally after three years, I was admitted to school in place of my brothers. I was sad, because I was admitted in place of my brothers, looking at them I used to blame my fate. Thought and wish we were rich so that my brothers will be admitted in other schools but this just went in vain and as a family of poor farmer,it was real...

  I am really lucky to born in this beautiful world. Thank you so much dear Ama and Papa. You all have been   gods of destiny. I have enjoyed my life as a daughter of simple farmer,still I am enjoying and I will be enjoying throughout my life. Everyone feels comfortabe with their parents but I am little different from them. I feel uncomfortable with my parents, it’s not that I am not frank with them, it’s because I respect, love, care and honor my dear parents. We all love each other. My younger brothers care and loves me as I do. They are like a sun in the rain. They are mixture of rain and sun to form a rainbow. They courage me and share my risk. Thank you so dear bhais. Everyone love to be loved. No one want to be betrayed. Same way I love my older brothers too. They are answers to my questions. They help me and courage me every time. They makes me proud in front of crowd. Thank you so much dear dadas. Now thank goes to only sister. She always help me to mak...

During my school days, I heard like, college is a place where we get lots of freedom and enjoyment. For me the word, “COLLEGE” sounds so sweet and melodious. Heard everyone want to be in college and enjoy themselves. When I was in primary school, I used to dream myself becoming a teacher and sharing my experiences to my dear students. After reaching middle school, I dream of becoming doctor and saving life of poor people. My dream all vanished away after giving examination of class ten. When I was in high school, I dreamt myself going college with many new friends.   Finally, my dream was coming real. When I first reached sherubtse, I was really confused knowing nothing, I did not know where to go because my name was reflected in one of the boys hostel. Luckily, my friends helped me. Everything seems really different and new which I have never seen before but one thing, “I WAS NEVER INFLUENCED”. I could see people talking in different languages which were really hard for me. G...