Monday, June 2, 2014

My Philosophy

“Don’t compare yourself with anybody in this world”, said by somebody. Giving happiness to others (all living beings) and borrowing suffering from others is my philosophy. From the early days, I have been wondering seeing the environment around. I asked many people about it but I could not find the right answers that I actually want. No one want to suffer, everyone want happiness in their lives.
Human beings always want to live comfortably. Everyone wants to enjoy their life because no one has guarantee of their lives. We may be here now but we may not be here tomorrow. As a girl, what I think is; gods have sent me in this world so that I can serve the people and make them understand about the living and our value as human beings.
I feel I have interconnected with the nature around me. Whenever I see someone suffering, my heart starts paining and I suffer with them but the thing is like I don’t know how to express it. Friends might see and point me as a wrong person but who I am will still remain same.
I can see many people gossiping about one another and sometimes that makes them show their anger. Anger is our greatest enemy; because it takes us in a dangerous place… sometimes we show our anger to our friends in front of all not knowing the result. Sometimes we even lose our friends and loved ones just because of our anger. So friends lets control our anger and try to live in peace and understand the value of our life. Friends lets learn to love the nature.
We are guest of mother earth. We may bloom today just like a flower and fade away when wind blows us. So its our duties to make our life useful and memorable. CHEERS!!! Friends lets woke up to make our life beautiful.

First day at sherubtse

During  my school days,I heard like,college is a place where we get lots of freedom and enjoyment. For me the word, ”COLLEGE” sounds so sweet and melodious. Heard eveyone want to be in college and enjoy themselves. When I was in primary school, I used to dream myself becoming a teacher and sharing my experiences to my dear students. After reaching middle school, I dream of becoming doctor and saving life of poor people. My dream all vanished away aftering giving examination of class ten. When I was in high school, I dreamt myself going college with many new friends.

Finally, my dream was coming real. When I first reached sherubtse, I was really confuse knowing nothing,I did not know where to go because my name was reflected in one of the boys hostel. Luckily,my friends helped me. Everything seems really different and new which I have never seen before but one thing,”I WAS NEVER INFLUENCED”. I could see people talking in different languages which was really hard for me. Group of people moving here and there, gangs of dogs barking and chasing the people,some villagers carrying baskets and going door to door,some people busy in their own world….this is what I observed at the first of my college life,mean in sherubtse.

At first, I thought of running away from college because I was unknown with the environment. I thought to myself that,whatever challenges comes,I will face it because it was my dream to come in college. I came to new place with new hope and dreams of my parents,relatives,friends and neighbours. Loneliness is all I felt in my heart and maybe that was meant to be. It was feeling I encountered for the first time and it was also a experience to be learned. Tearful eyes was really hard to terminate.

As days passed by, I could realise myself that,all I came across was nothing but it was way of living. The  busy people,gangs of dogs that I saw was nothing but it was their way of living on their own. This is also a lesson in my life which I have learned.  Now  I am happy to be sherubtsean because I learned that,meeting and parting is way of life. No one can go back and change the beginning because it is already late for us. As said by somebody,” changing the face can change nothing but facing the challenge can change everything.”